You are just a scar…
a wound from the past…
let me move on…
for several times you have been haunting me
for several times I have conquered you
and for several times you have defeated me…
I hope this will be last time I will encounter you
Oh dear pain…
why did you accursed me with this.
feeling of hatred in every anger…
remorse in every hatred…
what will be the worse thing to come…
death?
she is a friend that I have been longing to see…
a part of my life that will complete me….
too much…
it hurts…
it hurts…
no more…
no more…
please stop it!

God works in myterious ways. If you pray to achieve something, you will never know that you are heading the right path until God informs you. Yet He will not go down here on earth for that. So He will send someone in this world to help you. I’m lucky I was not so blind to see that person and not so deaf to hear what God wanted to inform me. It is a blessing in disguise. You will never know that a person was sent by God until that person makes you realized what you are doing. Whether you are on the right path or on the left path.

Just now, that person informed that I’m about to loss track of my path. And I realized that I was really about to. That person reminds me of my path. I’m really thankful that person was here to help me. I just hope that person will take care for that person is special. That person answered my prayers by putting me back on track.

It will always be a mystery on how God will answer our prayers. We may thought that God is not listerning attentively, yet we are the one who are not listening attentively. God grants our wishes in mysterious ways so we must be always be open for this kind of opportunity.

Dawn has broken yet the light is still hiding

No wonder the darkness stayed within.

too vague to see…

too numb to feel…

too deaf to hear…

too silent to tell…