From the time i realize my existence, i have already start to ask different questions about the things that i see, hear, smell and touch. Yet the question are not completely answered. So I asked more… and more… and more… But then again I failed to recieve the right answer…

Why do they need to hide me from the real world? I need to know it… May be they just don’t want me to be corrupted by the world… by the creaures living in it… But didn’t they know that I want to be prepared for the future? That is the purpose of the questions that I asked… and still I end up with no answer.

From then on, I start not to ask too many questions, rather know the answer to my questions alone…

So I became naive… so pure… so innocent, not even a dirt you will see. All I know that time is to play, play and play. The world is full of happiness that time, no sadness, no pain, no frustrations.

As I grow up I tried to retain the purity, innocence that i possess for most of my family, relatives and friends want me to stay that way… so i tried…

It has been a time since i have promised to some persons not to change from the person they formerly know into someone they don’t want me to be. Sorry… but I have broken the promise that came from my mouth and to the letters that i have gave them. Yes… i have change alot… eventhough i don’t want to… i need to.

As time pass by… as I gain experience… my innocence that covers me to the real world is slowly vanishing and as I open my eyes I realized that the world that I know does not exist, the things i thought that can only happen to movies are realities. Different persons helped me to recover from the shock that i have experienced. They showed me to the world and guide me to it. I’m really thankful to them. Yet one by one, characteristics, attitude and discipline have change. Personality and socializing with others have also been affected.

I have gained knowledge, i have gained experience, yet still i realized it is not enough. The horizon to the real world is still too vague for me to see and understand. There are still question left unanswered. Innocence still covers me. I need to know more, to prove my thought whether it is true or not. I really need to evolved to survive.

I need to evolve…

i need to know more…

I have evolved…

and will still evovled…

and will know more…